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and i think the real reason it grinds my guts
when you nickname yourself machine that dispenses love
isn't cus its cruel (though it is)
or a lie (though it is)
it's cause i feel the same
it just breaks the rules to say.
folks get scared, they're unaware,
i'll be ok. (ok?)
and i'm sorry when i talk and i try to be your therapist
a friend said while playing celeste "can't fix your problems if mine exist"
but i like just to try
for that look in your eye.
but we're the same,
hold my hand and commiserate.
i get scared, i'm unaware
it'll be ok. (ok?)
so ask me ask me ask me
ask me ask me ask me, because
if it's not love then it's the bomb that will bring us together.
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we used to drive,
to phoenix in the summers.
to see your sister and mom,
and go swimming in the pool
we'd take the 15 to the 40
over to route 66,
the year we dropped out of school.
now you work at a candy store
and we don't talk so much anymore,
but i still wonder sometimes
if you've still got that same ride,
with the dents in the drivers side.
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doom II: hell on earth
03:25
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stop acting as if you're doomed
stuck in the wrong life
work towards the one you want and be proud
and when youre locked in your room
trapped in your bed
send me the word and ill be around
my love, if these nights are killing you.
if the feelings all gone, if you dont know what to do
our eyes are closed, there's smoke and evil in the air.
but i don't care, i don't give a damn as long as youre here.
stop acting as if you're doomed
stuck in the wrong life
work towards the one you want and be proud
and when youre locked in your room
trapped in your bed
send me the word and ill be around
its all gone, every last thought erased.
every time we fight, every single stupid wasted night
and if the temperatures cold
if i'm getting old and you're getting old
i won't give up on you. forgive me for all the dumb shit i do
and if i was overwhelmed
running scared
would you look for my hiding place?
i can't see a future here
joy anywhere
animal trapped in a human race
stop acting as if you're doomed
stuck in the wrong life
work towards the one you want and be proud
and when youre locked in your room
trapped in your bed
send me the word and ill be around
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not a lotta cohesion, but ive got a good reason
drive west down 84 ill get cherry bombs for the season
make plans to make plans, lonely as a one man band
but i wrote your name in my journal and i drew our clawed hands
ill pirate adobe flash, ill animate a webseries
itll be the next big thing, everyone will love us
we'll make so much money, ill pass my drivers test
ill go out on the road like i sang in that one song
and ill get out from under the pain
fly like twin deer in endless rain
ill get out from under the pain
fly like twin deer in endless rain
small summer cut cold short,
loading the graphics data
allow for a good number of varying interpretations
if i were like a bird, if you were a single word
i never wouldve found, i never wouldve learned
not a lotta cohesion, but ive got a good reason
drive west down 84 ill get cherry bombs for the season
make plans to make plans, lonely as a one man band
but i wrote your name in my journal and i drew our clawed hands
ill get out from under the pain
fly like twin deer in endless rain
ill get out from under the pain
fly like twin deer in endless rain
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captain, it's so lonely in space!
i got my friends killed and im a disgrace.
if you were in town when this rumor came round
a dead man walking if ever Ive found
calling down from higher clouds,
when we woke up to papal sound
so take this step take in the crowd
a march on the stadium, fire so loud
shanty and breath under coldest of winds
it's my temptation and i choose the sin.
calling down from higher clouds,
when we woke up to papal sound
so take this step take in the crowd
a march on the stadium, fire so loud
a letter came for me this morning,
it had your name and return address.
and i could take your hand
and i could touch your breast
and i could take you into my heart
but i'll never bless you, i'll never be blessed.
angel, angel, angel, angel, angel...
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the ocean cries
01:25
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time comes in a torrent
oh it swallows up your eyes.
the ocean who washes over.
the question asked by the tide.
space comes in a torrent
oh it echoes from your blood.
the ocean, who bleeds over.
question asked by the flood
and i was just passing through
you never meant me to stay.
and i was just comin' by
you were right, the ocean lies.
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blue eyes, brown eyes, grey eyes, green eyes
blue eyes, brown eyes, grey eyes, green eyes
blue eyes, brown eyes, grey eyes, green eyes
blue eyes, brown eyes, grey eyes, green eyes
gods big, gods loud
god found in a crowd,
and tho i was once devout
its not hell with friends around
so i’ll buy you a drink (on the)
first warm day of spring
if, ‘fore i wake, you take wing
I won’t forget everything,
blue eyes, brown eyes, grey eyes, green eyes
blue eyes, brown eyes, grey eyes, green eyes
blue eyes, brown eyes, grey eyes, green eyes
blue eyes, brown eyes, grey eyes, green eyes
I saw someone climb the fence
in suffern station round 6pm
though i was touched by envy then
a waking/walking dream that never ends
angel calm, weather warm
taste in my wings, a summer storm
won’t come for a day
when it does, wash away
don’t go, don’t go, don’t leave me alone.
don’t go, don’t go, don’t leave me alone.
don’t go, don’t go, don’t leave me alone.
don’t go, don’t go, don’t leave me alone.
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clip yr wings
01:00
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take me with you
i wanna ride free
i wanna see you
i want you to see me
i know youve got
big dreams big schemes
i wanna see you dreaming
i wanna see you dream
dont let them clip yr wings
dont let them clip yr wings
dont let them clip yr wings
dont let them clip yr wings
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id forgotten how you walked
i forgot how the rain felt
please say you knew i cared love
please say you knew i knelt
please dont make me say it out
these memories will melt away
and i dont care to lose you,
you know i never lose.
(RARITY: im in love with weather patterns but the others have concerns)
id forgotten how you walked
i forgot how the rain felt
please say you knew i cared love
please say you knew i knelt
please dont make me say it out
these memories will melt away
and i dont care to lose you,
you know i never lose.
when it began it was like thunder
but now its just miserable
like a vixen to its lair
like point five of a perfect pair
and if it were 2005
a life before my kind
i want to hear your small words
I want to see a sign
GOD!!!!!!!!
im in love with weather patterns but the others are concerned
im in love with weather patterns but the others are concerned (GOD!!!)
im in love with weather patterns but the others are concerned
im in love with weather patterns but the others are concerned (GOD!!!)
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arctic fox / not alone
03:30
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when in winter when i was in winter i was
falling down into a bank of snow and my
nose was red and my face turned blue
as my quiet back turned front to face you
when in winter when i was in winter i was
worried for you when you came down with the flu
and i wanted love and i wanted the warmth
so i came in your room with treats for you
and i promise not to spare any tenderness
i promise to you you’ll get through this
there was a maxim i repeat in my mind
it went “never die, never die, never die, never die”
and i promise not to spare any tenderness
i promise to you you’ll get through this
there was a maxim i repeat in my mind
it went “never die, never die, never die, never die”
sometimes you dont get just what you want.
and as i used to say, "you don't know what you got til its gone."
the rain begins, the light starts to dim
the crowd thins, i guess thats where it begins.
attention, invention! invention. oh dear, oh.
i hope i'm not alone.
i know i'm not alone.
i know i'm not alone.
i know i'm not alone.
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song for lily bowen
03:12
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there are no angels,
but there are falls
there are solemn autumns
there will be a day where the horn calls
the end of the world
some small variation of this came
what i saw as the day that girl went away
and she was strong, and she was sane
and she was cold, and she was safe
and to this day i love her
there was nothing else
and it was my fault
for throwing away
everything she didn’t own
and i can feel her care
taste it in the air
but i cant stop seeing the look on her face
and now when she smiles it’s not the same
so im calling out im waking up im taking medication and im going down im falling asleep im saying all the names of all my lovers when the door slides open and reveals the blinding summer sun I’ll write you down and read you out into a crowd and all the things i said aloud and all the things i said aloud they’ll all be false and i’ll know the truth and the truth is that i love you too i love you too i love you too and there was never any fall and there was never any call and it was all just in my head i turn to you, touch yours instead
and if you asked me i’d say yes and if we took a car to class and i’d read out all of the names of all the loves i took for granted, michaels (CJs), dears through all the years, and take the history and burn it down and eat my dreams i’ll take the fear i’ll take the fear if it means youll be here
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Biddy Fox Middletown, New York
you can wear my wings while i shower but the halos on metered hours
artist image by bowties8glasses.tumblr.com
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