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ZORUA

by Biddy Fox

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Sentinian great set of tracks, glad I found this Favorite track: doom II: hell on earth.
sophietlav
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sophietlav the type of music that u secretly kinda hope bleeds out of ur earbuds on the bus so ppl can hear how good ur taste is Favorite track: song for lily bowen.
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Mells Yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
very nice music make brain go tingly Favorite track: im in love with weather patterns but the others have concerns.
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and i think the real reason it grinds my guts when you nickname yourself machine that dispenses love isn't cus its cruel (though it is) or a lie (though it is) it's cause i feel the same it just breaks the rules to say. folks get scared, they're unaware, i'll be ok. (ok?) and i'm sorry when i talk and i try to be your therapist a friend said while playing celeste "can't fix your problems if mine exist" but i like just to try for that look in your eye. but we're the same, hold my hand and commiserate. i get scared, i'm unaware it'll be ok. (ok?) so ask me ask me ask me ask me ask me ask me, because if it's not love then it's the bomb that will bring us together.
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we used to drive, to phoenix in the summers. to see your sister and mom, and go swimming in the pool we'd take the 15 to the 40 over to route 66, the year we dropped out of school. now you work at a candy store and we don't talk so much anymore, but i still wonder sometimes if you've still got that same ride, with the dents in the drivers side.
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stop acting as if you're doomed stuck in the wrong life work towards the one you want and be proud and when youre locked in your room trapped in your bed send me the word and ill be around my love, if these nights are killing you. if the feelings all gone, if you dont know what to do our eyes are closed, there's smoke and evil in the air. but i don't care, i don't give a damn as long as youre here. stop acting as if you're doomed stuck in the wrong life work towards the one you want and be proud and when youre locked in your room trapped in your bed send me the word and ill be around its all gone, every last thought erased. every time we fight, every single stupid wasted night and if the temperatures cold if i'm getting old and you're getting old i won't give up on you. forgive me for all the dumb shit i do and if i was overwhelmed running scared would you look for my hiding place? i can't see a future here joy anywhere animal trapped in a human race stop acting as if you're doomed stuck in the wrong life work towards the one you want and be proud and when youre locked in your room trapped in your bed send me the word and ill be around
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not a lotta cohesion, but ive got a good reason drive west down 84 ill get cherry bombs for the season make plans to make plans, lonely as a one man band but i wrote your name in my journal and i drew our clawed hands ill pirate adobe flash, ill animate a webseries itll be the next big thing, everyone will love us we'll make so much money, ill pass my drivers test ill go out on the road like i sang in that one song and ill get out from under the pain fly like twin deer in endless rain ill get out from under the pain fly like twin deer in endless rain small summer cut cold short, loading the graphics data allow for a good number of varying interpretations if i were like a bird, if you were a single word i never wouldve found, i never wouldve learned not a lotta cohesion, but ive got a good reason drive west down 84 ill get cherry bombs for the season make plans to make plans, lonely as a one man band but i wrote your name in my journal and i drew our clawed hands ill get out from under the pain fly like twin deer in endless rain ill get out from under the pain fly like twin deer in endless rain
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captain, it's so lonely in space! i got my friends killed and im a disgrace. if you were in town when this rumor came round a dead man walking if ever Ive found calling down from higher clouds, when we woke up to papal sound so take this step take in the crowd a march on the stadium, fire so loud shanty and breath under coldest of winds it's my temptation and i choose the sin. calling down from higher clouds, when we woke up to papal sound so take this step take in the crowd a march on the stadium, fire so loud a letter came for me this morning, it had your name and return address. and i could take your hand and i could touch your breast and i could take you into my heart but i'll never bless you, i'll never be blessed. angel, angel, angel, angel, angel...
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time comes in a torrent oh it swallows up your eyes. the ocean who washes over. the question asked by the tide. space comes in a torrent oh it echoes from your blood. the ocean, who bleeds over. question asked by the flood and i was just passing through you never meant me to stay. and i was just comin' by you were right, the ocean lies.
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blue eyes, brown eyes, grey eyes, green eyes blue eyes, brown eyes, grey eyes, green eyes blue eyes, brown eyes, grey eyes, green eyes blue eyes, brown eyes, grey eyes, green eyes gods big, gods loud god found in a crowd, and tho i was once devout its not hell with friends around so i’ll buy you a drink (on the) first warm day of spring if, ‘fore i wake, you take wing I won’t forget everything, blue eyes, brown eyes, grey eyes, green eyes blue eyes, brown eyes, grey eyes, green eyes blue eyes, brown eyes, grey eyes, green eyes blue eyes, brown eyes, grey eyes, green eyes I saw someone climb the fence in suffern station round 6pm though i was touched by envy then a waking/walking dream that never ends angel calm, weather warm taste in my wings, a summer storm won’t come for a day when it does, wash away don’t go, don’t go, don’t leave me alone. don’t go, don’t go, don’t leave me alone. don’t go, don’t go, don’t leave me alone. don’t go, don’t go, don’t leave me alone.
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take me with you i wanna ride free i wanna see you i want you to see me i know youve got big dreams big schemes i wanna see you dreaming i wanna see you dream dont let them clip yr wings dont let them clip yr wings dont let them clip yr wings dont let them clip yr wings
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id forgotten how you walked i forgot how the rain felt please say you knew i cared love please say you knew i knelt please dont make me say it out these memories will melt away and i dont care to lose you, you know i never lose. (RARITY: im in love with weather patterns but the others have concerns) id forgotten how you walked i forgot how the rain felt please say you knew i cared love please say you knew i knelt please dont make me say it out these memories will melt away and i dont care to lose you, you know i never lose. when it began it was like thunder but now its just miserable like a vixen to its lair like point five of a perfect pair and if it were 2005 a life before my kind i want to hear your small words I want to see a sign GOD!!!!!!!! im in love with weather patterns but the others are concerned im in love with weather patterns but the others are concerned (GOD!!!) im in love with weather patterns but the others are concerned im in love with weather patterns but the others are concerned (GOD!!!)
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when in winter when i was in winter i was falling down into a bank of snow and my nose was red and my face turned blue as my quiet back turned front to face you when in winter when i was in winter i was worried for you when you came down with the flu and i wanted love and i wanted the warmth so i came in your room with treats for you and i promise not to spare any tenderness i promise to you you’ll get through this there was a maxim i repeat in my mind it went “never die, never die, never die, never die” and i promise not to spare any tenderness i promise to you you’ll get through this there was a maxim i repeat in my mind it went “never die, never die, never die, never die” sometimes you dont get just what you want. and as i used to say, "you don't know what you got til its gone." the rain begins, the light starts to dim the crowd thins, i guess thats where it begins. attention, invention! invention. oh dear, oh. i hope i'm not alone. i know i'm not alone. i know i'm not alone. i know i'm not alone.
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there are no angels, but there are falls there are solemn autumns there will be a day where the horn calls the end of the world some small variation of this came what i saw as the day that girl went away and she was strong, and she was sane and she was cold, and she was safe and to this day i love her there was nothing else and it was my fault for throwing away everything she didn’t own and i can feel her care taste it in the air but i cant stop seeing the look on her face and now when she smiles it’s not the same so im calling out im waking up im taking medication and im going down im falling asleep im saying all the names of all my lovers when the door slides open and reveals the blinding summer sun I’ll write you down and read you out into a crowd and all the things i said aloud and all the things i said aloud they’ll all be false and i’ll know the truth and the truth is that i love you too i love you too i love you too and there was never any fall and there was never any call and it was all just in my head i turn to you, touch yours instead and if you asked me i’d say yes and if we took a car to class and i’d read out all of the names of all the loves i took for granted, michaels (CJs), dears through all the years, and take the history and burn it down and eat my dreams i’ll take the fear i’ll take the fear if it means youll be here
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released May 28, 2023

vocals, bass, keys, drums, synths, guitars, bari guitars, arranged and performed by biddy fox (biddyfox.neocities.org)

dedicated to ellie, ash, lauren, dant, bowties, cecily, daro, carter, nicole, ian, and lily.

thanks to jane remover, bruce springsteen, japandroids, neutral milk hotel, new order, sleigh bells, black dresses, mike krol, les savy fav, limp bizkit, stereo total, joy electric, belmont, helen love, destroyer, snowing, kurley skeletons, and last but not least the inimicable NEIL YOUNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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