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i, who have faced hell,
i came, with a story to tell.
i am only a foolish young "man."
i can't expect to understand.
but i wanted to ask you a question;
i wanted to ask you two.
when did you decide, and why did you decide
to do what you were gonna do?
and i kept your phone number
but i still don't call you.
cus my friends all tell me
that all you wish for is my doom.
but i dont wanna stay quiet,
i wanna talk to you.
cuz i wish youd speak so sweetly
like you used to do,
used to do.
- HALF AND HALF
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Solid alibi. It's true ive lived contrived
Smiles on my face. A life of disgrace,
every dirt is a waking mistake.
drags on, on, on.
I wont forgive
o Ill never forgive you
o ill never let you go
AND WHEN YOU'RE ASLEEP
ILL CAST MY SHADOW ON YOUR PEAK
AND SIT THERE BLANKLY AS I SEEK
I wont forgive
o Ill never forgive you
o ill never let you go
AND WHEN YOU'RE ASLEEP
ILL CAST MY SHADOW ON YOUR PEAK
AND SIT THERE BLANKLY AS I SEEK
I WONT EVER FORGET
HOW YOU LEFT ME FOR DEAD
I WONT EVER FORGET
HOW YOU LEFT ME FOR DEAD
I WONT EVER FORGET
HOW YOU LEFT ME FOR DEAD
I WONT EVER FORGET
HOW YOU LEFT ME FOR DEAD
Solid alibi. It's true ive lived contrived
Smiles on my face. A life of disgrace,
(drags on, on, on.)
every dirt is a waking mistake.
- MARR
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Out the window, again the sun falls
but i sat aside
my pride beside
dulled canvas,
and beach side grunge,
they hold me in
[but I] can't decide, what I'm doing tonight
Emotions swirl in this rusted cage
theres no where i can go but to shiver with hate
but then im sorry,
cuz I told you wrong.
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Here I am, here i stand.
Thoughtless-and-headless as i give you my hand
Here I am, here i land.
Thoughtless-and-headless as i give you my hand
Here I am, here i stand.
Thoughtless-and-headless as i give you my hand
Here I am, here i land.
Thoughtless-and-headless as i give you my hand
- MARR
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the pale days of rain
01:53
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we read each others blogs,
parasocial mutualism
that was the month it rained
nonstop, flooding pale september
teal green dodge 4x4 taped window in the back.
lovely lovely lovely lovely love.
lonely lonely lonely lonely low.
my lovely lovely lovely lovely love.
lonely lonely lonely lonely low.
(The rest of the letter is burnt and decayed...)
- LAIKA
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sliding you gently
behind plush and lock and key
and taking your leash to
guide you where i want you to be
"senseless and sensing everything.
I'm letting reality in.
Im letting life breathe me in.
Im letting you take me in"
puppy; I hope I burn up in Earth orbit,
my spine and my voyage, the world how I served it
from glittering Canis, may I watch above you?
and see you grow older, come one with stardust again
- LAIKA
In this sea of night im surrounded by vast outer lights,
how far did you go, how far did you soar, how much must i fly to reach you
Take me in
Let me fly
For one with your particles, I soar them high
dyed with life breathe them in
dyed with life, let them swim.
dyed with your eyes let them begin.
- MARR
i want to smoke yr pretty red lips.
i want to hear yr finger tips stroking catlike ears,
soft couch, brush a hand across yr thigh.
i need a little prayer not to die...
i want to smoke yr pretty red lips.
i want to hear yr finger tips stroking catlike ears,
soft couch, brush a hand across yr thigh.
i need a little prayer not to die...
and i promised i'd never hurt you,
I just dont got that in my soul.
I wish you didn't have to be sad.
I wish you didn't have to be.
- HALF AND HALF
and i feel a little bit dumb,
(meow!)
cuz i dunno if i'm ahead or behind what's to come.
and i saw you there,
i touched you stroked yr hair
eyes met and your eyes lit up
your wings, your wings
and blood on yr claws and blood on yr claws
AND WE COULD FUCK FOREVER
BUT YOULL NEVER TAKE MY SOUL
AND I CANT SLEEP FOREVER
I NEED TIME TO BECOME WHOLE
(???)
NOTHING NOTHING
NOTHING EVER ENDS!!!
- LAIKA
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Biddy Fox Middletown, New York
you can wear my wings while i shower but the halos on metered hours
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