EVERYBODY RELAX

by Biddy Fox

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introducing the flame of fury that drives a stake into your heart. introducing the night that blacks out the empty theatre where you make your art. introducing the reasonable argument to convince you to tear yourself apart. introducing the naivete that allows the Fool to be taken and used. introducing what Nabokov wrote: that perfection will be abused. introducing the lust of thousands hidden underneath a loving ruse. will you come for me? will he come for me? will you come for me? will you comfort me? i can’t shake it any longer. will you come and comfort me? introducing the deadest souls who imitate a speck of light. introducing the justifications which toss self-control into the night. introducing the weeks you’ll spend paralyzed by the past’s plight. (solo) will you come for me? will he come for me? will you come for me? will you comfort me? i can’t shake it any longer. will you come and comfort me?
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all my problems can be traced back to demons from hell demons from hell i'm not to blame, and if i were it would be an awful shame demons from hell demons from hell
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so it goes 02:36
(take your knowledge, take it to college) to the inane that makes you go “oh, well, that’s cute” pigeons on a street corner, once domestic, now abandoned, like a - and the worst fucking part is that you really meant it - beer can, once we loved them but a shaking fate began to knit sorry but it’s supersonic, post-ironic, got to go, man you wasted all your feelings on someone with no confidence and now she likes herself enough to say no she’s a crazy bitch now, oh, so it goes. and get hip to it! and think with your brain and not... you know. baby, I bet you can’t oh baby, I know you can’t i guess that’s just what you get for fuckin' with the demons from hell. sorry but it’s supersonic, post-ironic, got to go, man you wasted all your feelings on someone with no confidence and now she likes herself enough to say no she’s a crazy bitch now, oh, so it goes.
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the surgery 02:52
i am glad and i am dragged selfish and greedy on her terms and i cannot allow the fumes of doubt to escape my rotted mind out to rotting mankind i cannot wait until they cut me open i must force myself to keep on hopin every day i get through one day closer to the surgery i am mad and i am ragged excited for mishap and tracks i'm a cheerful kind most of the time i'm a cheerful kind most of the time bridgette it's just what you get! it's just a little cut just under your gut i cannot wait until they cut me open i must force myself to keep on hopin every day i get through one day closer to the surgery (fuck you superego your cold skinned charms will not appease me now will not freeze me now) i cannot wait until they cut me open i must force myself to keep on hopin every day i get through one day closer to the surgery
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i wished to live a life of travel down mountains high up deserts level darkly easy hoping for summer cicadas incessant like a chronic hummer maybe like me so in all my dreams of falling i'm in a locked car off the edge like a disaster at a rally swinging round the steering wheel but not getting far as i plunge into the wallkill valley found myself attached, detached to the possum at the intersection cause playing dead is an involuntary reaction and there the game can at any time turn real at once under the bleak black heel of a cruel tight dark rubber wheel so in all my dreams of falling i'm in a locked car off the edge like a disaster at a rally swinging round the steering wheel but not getting far as i plunge into the wallkill valley and the strangest cold magic reality is that no one really knows a thing about me a subtle catch in my brain that snags every friend so at 4 am i check my window for ufos so in all my dreams of falling i'm in a locked car off the edge like a disaster at a rally swinging round the steering wheel but not getting far as i plunge into the wallkill valley
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i was a teenage checkerboard and thorny roses grew up my thighs and i could feel like 3 emotions and i flipped like a switch between em all the time and she had stripes like a tiger (i dont wanna know) and she had stripes like a tiger (i dont wanna know) oh she had stripes like a tiger (i dont wanna know) yeah she had stripes like a tiger (i dont wanna know) and you were on the altar until you were not leapt onto those thin yellow pages and i left you to rot and she had stripes like a tiger (i dont wanna know) and she had stripes like a tiger (i dont wanna know) oh she had stripes like a tiger (i dont wanna know) yeah she had stripes like a tiger (i dont wanna know) i cut you into 2 big pieces it was like a daydream. (oh) and my brain was trying to protect me i fixed you back but everyone could see the seam and i was a teenage checkerboard and thorny roses grew up to my thighs and i could feel like 3 emotions and i flipped like a switch between them all the time
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sink thy teeth into my flesh such that i know i have been bless't look at me with hungry eyes lashing tail and teeth like knives t-t-t-tell me how you feel it's what i want to hear i thought i was too smart to be depressed my dear t-t-t-tell me what you see what you don't want from me i thought i was too dumb to be depressed i feared and mother nature she built us a stair of climbing roots and vines of air creeping up their sides like darling predator who chooseth to kiss me with rough gentle love of hers t-t-t-tell me how you feel it's what i want to hear i thought i was too smart to be depressed my dear t-t-t-tell me what you see what you don't want from me i thought i was too dumb to be depressed i feared
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avarice 02:29
passionless avarice for flesh ensues when someone with eyes on the prize aligned with men let their feelings ferment in the barrels of meat please be polite and tell me you're alright even if you must be discrete and down there burns the phoenix right under your skin pushing among the veins if it's dead it sure stirs within adam was borne of the mother of monsters does that sound familiar to you in my day i've met quite a few like that in my day i've met quite a few and down there burns the phoenix right under your skin pushing among the veins if it's dead it sure stirs within but you refuse to try and coax it out you're too smart to plant the seeds of doubt but what if i told you the tree into which they grow drops fruit more succulent than anything you've known
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shes a girl 03:34
these lyrics are bad.
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estrogen 02:46
dead mistress, i do swear, i've been dressing up nice dress shirts and bow ties poor mistress, i missed this i would like to try anything for a night o lightning, i do sing in around for the sound i don't wanna go downtown o lightning, i do sing i had only heard of this when i learned you ended it somethin somethin (must be very strange) somethin somethin (i feel so deranged) somethin somethin (must be very strange) somethin somethin (i feel so deranged) i'll kiss you on the mouth though the metal gets cold do you think just cause i'm young that this shit doesn't get old i'll kiss you on the mouth though the water gets cold do you think just cause i'm young that this shit doesn't get old somethin somethin (must be very strange) somethin somethin (i feel so deranged) somethin somethin (must be very strange) somethin somethin (i feel so deranged) o lightning, i do sing in around for the sound i don't wanna go downtown o lightning, i do sing i had only heard of this when i learned you ended it somethin must come from this somethin must come from this
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released August 14, 2020

GUITARS PLAYED: Hagstrom Super Swede F, Fender Telecasters, Superstrats and Stratocasters, no-name vintage toy guitar outfitted with pickup
BASSES PLAYED: Univox Hi-Flier, Fender Jazz Bass, Ibanez miKro (modded so hard it has become unrecognizable)
KEYBOARDS PLAYED: Yamaha DX7, Casio SK-1
PEDALS USED: Danelectro Chili Dog, TC Electronic Viscous Vibe, Harmonic Percolator, Deadbeat Transparent Overdrive, K Darkside, CF-7 Chorus Factory, June-60 synth chorus, Electro Harmonix Memory Boy, Electro Harmonix Ocean's 11.

half an hour of a 16 year old screaming about how trust is totally lame over loud guitars

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