i, who have faced hell, i came, with a story to tell. i am only a foolish young "man." i can't expect to understand. but i wanted to ask you a question; i wanted to ask you two. when did you decide, and why did you decide to do what you were gonna do? and i kept your phone number but i still don't call you. cus my friends all tell me that all you wish for is my doom. but i dont wanna stay quiet, i wanna talk to you. cuz i wish youd speak so sweetly like you used to do, used to do. - HALF AND HALF

Solid alibi. It's true ive lived contrived Smiles on my face. A life of disgrace, every dirt is a waking mistake. drags on, on, on. I wont forgive o Ill never forgive you o ill never let you go AND WHEN YOU'RE ASLEEP ILL CAST MY SHADOW ON YOUR PEAK AND SIT THERE BLANKLY AS I SEEK I wont forgive o Ill never forgive you o ill never let you go AND WHEN YOU'RE ASLEEP ILL CAST MY SHADOW ON YOUR PEAK AND SIT THERE BLANKLY AS I SEEK I WONT EVER FORGET HOW YOU LEFT ME FOR DEAD I WONT EVER FORGET HOW YOU LEFT ME FOR DEAD I WONT EVER FORGET HOW YOU LEFT ME FOR DEAD I WONT EVER FORGET HOW YOU LEFT ME FOR DEAD Solid alibi. It's true ive lived contrived Smiles on my face. A life of disgrace, (drags on, on, on.) every dirt is a waking mistake. - MARR

Out the window, again the sun falls but i sat aside my pride beside dulled canvas, and beach side grunge, they hold me in [but I] can't decide, what I'm doing tonight Emotions swirl in this rusted cage theres no where i can go but to shiver with hate but then im sorry, cuz I told you wrong. --- Here I am, here i stand. Thoughtless-and-headless as i give you my hand Here I am, here i land. Thoughtless-and-headless as i give you my hand Here I am, here i stand. Thoughtless-and-headless as i give you my hand Here I am, here i land. Thoughtless-and-headless as i give you my hand - MARR

we read each others blogs, parasocial mutualism that was the month it rained nonstop, flooding pale september teal green dodge 4x4 taped window in the back. lovely lovely lovely lovely love. lonely lonely lonely lonely low. my lovely lovely lovely lovely love. lonely lonely lonely lonely low. (The rest of the letter is burnt and decayed...) - LAIKA

sliding you gently behind plush and lock and key and taking your leash to guide you where i want you to be "senseless and sensing everything. I'm letting reality in. Im letting life breathe me in. Im letting you take me in" puppy; I hope I burn up in Earth orbit, my spine and my voyage, the world how I served it from glittering Canis, may I watch above you? and see you grow older, come one with stardust again - LAIKA In this sea of night im surrounded by vast outer lights, how far did you go, how far did you soar, how much must i fly to reach you Take me in Let me fly For one with your particles, I soar them high dyed with life breathe them in dyed with life, let them swim. dyed with your eyes let them begin. - MARR i want to smoke yr pretty red lips. i want to hear yr finger tips stroking catlike ears, soft couch, brush a hand across yr thigh. i need a little prayer not to die... i want to smoke yr pretty red lips. i want to hear yr finger tips stroking catlike ears, soft couch, brush a hand across yr thigh. i need a little prayer not to die... and i promised i'd never hurt you, I just dont got that in my soul. I wish you didn't have to be sad. I wish you didn't have to be. - HALF AND HALF and i feel a little bit dumb, (meow!) cuz i dunno if i'm ahead or behind what's to come. and i saw you there, i touched you stroked yr hair eyes met and your eyes lit up your wings, your wings and blood on yr claws and blood on yr claws AND WE COULD FUCK FOREVER BUT YOULL NEVER TAKE MY SOUL AND I CANT SLEEP FOREVER I NEED TIME TO BECOME WHOLE (???) NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING EVER ENDS!!! - LAIKA