all me and my friends got together to make stupid decisions all me and my friends come together in surgical precision i wish i were taxidermy, tender careful incisions we were wild boys, all on our last revisions and my dear we’re working on a cure for fear definitive here in my bones wish you were here open wound i can love but i cant heal you ambulance let’s calm down and speak our silly truths i was a teenage resolute paladin i read william s burroughs and the IDW my little pony comic i sat in somebody else’s room and listened to awful music i imagined i was in another country in conversation making oblique references and saying out loud cat puns that only worked in text the sort of thing that would have embarrassed my younger self but also brought forth a kind of envy that comes from being repressed and seeing someone doing what you wish you could be doing if you only let yourself and my dear we’re working on a cure for fear definitive here in my bones wish you were here open wound i can love but i cant heal you ambulance let’s calm down and speak our silly truths

would i be so afraid to sleep again? would i be so content with catlike feelings? would i be a dreamer in a dreamlike vision? would i be a little less stressed out? although I dont know about the detailed plan i cant run away cus i now understand in digital worlds that echo softly you can see a vision there of an animalfool. i rode on a train with a sketchbook in my hand scratching lines with a dry pentel i dont wanna clarify if words or image ive got a bad imaginiation theres little difference. but they made me think of angels. would i be so afraid to sleep again? would i be so content with catlike feelings? would i be a dreamer in a dreamlike vision? would i be a little less stressed out? although I dont know about the detailed plan i cant run away cus i now understand in digital worlds that echo softly you can see a vision there of an animalfool. (here is my world) (here is my heart) (here is my world) (here is my heart) oh-so-quiet shapes of things that pass so in and out you know they say thats tunnel vision, you know they dissuade that decision. but i feel twenty feelings and i think two hundred thoughts if i could pace in tiny circles if i could be so neon glowing. would i be so afraid to sleep again? would i be so content with catlike feelings? would i be a dreamer in a dreamlike vision? would i be a little less stressed out? although I dont know about the detailed plan i cant run away cus i now understand in digital worlds that echo softly you can see a vision there of an animalfool. would i be so afraid to sleep again? would i be so content with catlike feelings? would i be a dreamer in a dreamlike vision? would i be a little less stressed out? although I dont know about the detailed plan i cant run away cus i now understand in digital worlds that echo softly you can see a vision there of an animalfool.

wake up!! the going got tough and i can only ask if this pace is enough its so rough around the edges its so calming and dim if it was like this would prayers even touch the sin and i can believe that there is good in everyone and i can believe that there is hope in a mile run but i’ve found through the years when upsets reign and tease my fears they adjust so young and pastel pink in trembling debt to costs they think all is soft and all is solemn quiver mansions on greek columns the part of you in gif klonoas if memories dont show where you was alienation aviation if foxes and birds spoke in too many words and i called my love and when xe picked up the phone we were talking but really i was alone and i can believe that there is good in everyone and i can believe that there is hope in a mile run but i’ve found through the years when upsets reign and tease my fears they adjust so young and pastel pink in trembling debt to costs they think all is soft and all is solemn quiver mansions on greek columns the part of you in gif klonoas if memories dont show where you was

i cant trust anyone whos happy cus in time i cant believe it, if i had that same opportunity well i would never seize it and mara stiebel if youre hearing this you were right the whole time st louis's prettier than they say my stomach is my enemy and the dread is its ally my stomach is my enemy it keeps me up at night i am working on becoming angel so theres only stuffing inside doing my impression doing my best impression

in a grassy field she becomes falsehoods she embodies them she worries about them!... amid snowy peaks, she becomes falsehoods she embodies them she worries about them a dolores deer stirs from heavy sleep, oh easy breeze and all and none and all or none or some and she walks out of that little room she sleeps in and she steps onto the beach leaving hoofmarks in the sand in a grassy field she becomes falsehoods she embodies them she worries about them!... amid snowy peaks, she becomes falsehoods she embodies them she worries about them but youre half fictional you are lies with a pen i can say that again if you understand i dont understand... and with a face full of makeup and a voice like matthew good lets make choices lets make choices understood!...

if we are to become burglars we are not to be restrained by architecture you can put padlocks on a heavy oak door but its still right next to a big glass window if we are to become burglars the city will be our medium you can use sharp utilities to sculpt it you can find use in its laws and corners rum and coke, twizzler guts! rum and coke, twizzler guts! two dolls sit identically two dolls sit identically gummy bear heart, whisky breeze gummy bear heart, whisky breeze two dolls sit identically two dolls sit identically and if i cant find my way back if i miss my stop and end up in newark where are all the remaining payphones (and what’s the chance of me remembering your number?) if you cut me i wont bleed emotionally, emotionally (stitch it back together) good as new, good as new

bitten by a snake! it asked too many questions. it will happen let it happen. it could get sadder it could get scarier we are aging but we are still young youve got guts, kid! we're leaving old online accounts sable white, sawed off at the end activity for years which just stops (stop) as though we are dead we are a dark veteran of idyll we are a dark veteran of idyll they call it despair but thats not what it is we ran away to start anew we crossed the lake from bellevue and all these girls with black hair might reconstruct all these bad news I used to wait at train stations all day to avoid thoughts like these but that little girl in me is pounding at my door twas fetishized in the psychological sense a coalesced coelecanth of twisting signals, frenzied emotions, negative under any other circumstance become joyful with help from this situation and i got a stuffed animal it is roughly the length of my torso and i sleep with arms wrapped round it and i sleep like a dog if you count all the experiences your life makes a map it is impossible to know yourself through quiet study i live the life of a cynic among cynics, but i still believe in love at first sight. i'm tonguetied, not knowing where to begin...

digging me apart cus i wont and i dont know fire burning heart its the kill its so still, so tires spinning hard on the tar weve gone high, low distant in a mirror its a trembling white glow digging me apart cus i wont and i dont know fire burning heart its the kill its so still, so tires spinning hard on the tar weve gone high, low distant in a mirror its a trembling white glow avant garde these things come hard i feel like shit, slow i calm down i still feel like hell. so? im thinking of getting a shrink to sell me seroquel, so sittin on a thinkpad, dell, hear the bells tho (i drove all across texas not) (all across texas just the) (part that sticks up tho) (the part with amarillo) ive been having a lot of fucking trouble with the retained shame. songs plaguing the radio riding the right lane thru amarillo (i drove all across texas not) (all across texas just the) (part that sticks up tho) (the part with amarillo) digging me apart cus i wont and i dont know fire burning heart its the kill its so still, so tires spinning hard on the tar weve gone high, low distant in a mirror its a trembling white glow avant garde these things come hard i feel like shit, slow i calm down i still feel like hell. so? im thinking of getting a shrink to sell me seroquel, so sittin on a thinkpad, dell, hear the bells tho avant garde these things come hard i feel like shit, slow i calm down i still feel like hell. so? im thinking of getting a shrink to sell me seroquel, so sittin on a thinkpad, dell, hear the bells tho caught in the act but we made a pact took the trash out whats all the twee shit sugar crash about? avant garde these things come hard i feel like shit, slow i calm down i still feel like hell. so? im thinking of getting a shrink to sell me seroquel, so sittin on a thinkpad, dell, hear the bells tho avant garde these things come hard i feel like shit, slow i calm down i still feel like hell. so? im thinking of getting a shrink to sell me seroquel, so sittin on a thinkpad, dell, hear the bells tho you made maps of how id flee demons not to follow me they were like racetracks but i didnt follow them i didnt even get to the start i promise to stay with you i promise i wont leave i promise to stay with you i promise to stay (i drove all across texas not) (all across texas just the) (part that sticks up tho) (the part with amarillo) (i drove all across texas not) (all across texas just the) (part that sticks up tho) (the part with amarillo)

im an average girl ive been calming down im an average girl ive been coming round pushing down on my gut pushing down on my gut but as i was saying acidbugs are singing quotes from songs that quote from crystaline and polygonal signals are in narehate im an average girl ive been calming down im an average girl ive been coming round pushing down on my gut pushing down on my gut im an average girl ive been calming down im an average girl ive been coming round [interpolation of "Gemini (Birthday Song"] When we're on different sides of the globe I thought we'd keep our veins tangled like a pair of mic cables And if there ain't enough slack to reach That we'd solder them together, 'cross oceans they'd stretch Our faces reflected in separate windshields And all our body hair pricked up in elephant eyelash Should we be tempted by thief or by saint It seems I leave and you stay to crowd the cage and curse But don't regret the done dirt There is no life plan set You just swallow the coal and follow your breath until death Now even if the will to sleep persists I can't cause a harsh cloth, it grazes my blisters (and um, dont, dont leave me a message on my birthday about how much of an asshole you think I am, thanks.)

i was nevermind and you were never yours (i was locked in by automatic doors) there is no mind and there is no force (i was not alive i was not alive i was not) i was butterflies and you kept score (if i should flutter bats to the back of the store) and im fuckin with my boots in a cold dark core (who says girls can't be hardcore???) sand off the pixel edges the 3d printer made write off the kingdom coming the 3d printer came i can sing high and u can sing low (i was just getting ready to go) if i look like a girl we'll get ready for the show (i was just getting ready to go...) and time travel days are time travel weeks are time travel years and time travel decades time travel seconds are time travel seconds are time travel seconds are time travel seconds sand off the pixel edges the 3d printer made write off the kingdom coming the 3d printer came asterisk flips you off asterisk. flip the page upside down for the answer key. additional information can be found in our pamphlet. asterisk blushes cutely asterisk you can download my vanessa carlton mp3 as time goes on i get more and more scared and confused if you give this man a ride sweet memory will die killer on the road i was butterflies and you kept score (i wish i knew how to be quiet) and im fuckin with my boots in a cold dark core (i wish i knew how to be quiet)

and if only i knew where it was i wanted to go, and if only i knew and if only i knew... checkerboards, checkerboards, on and off black and white black and white black and white. checkerboard, checkerboard, checkerboard black and white black and white black and white god damn i dont know if i can take this one take this one again but ive been stopping when they tell me to tell me to the doctors talk and talk but they wont do they wont do AND I KNOW THAT JANE CANT HEAR ME!!! AND I KNOW THAT VAL CANT HEAR ME!!! AND I KNOW THAT WHEN I SAY THAT I NEVER CARED NEVER CARED NEVER CARED checkerboards, checkerboards, on and off black and white black and white black and white. checkerboard, checkerboard, checkerboard black and white black and white black and white

broken glass in tatters on the floor gets crushed gets shattered gets worn. and i walk and it scatters more and more there rooms in tatters past doors. and i want, i want (ooh) the lights in the city blue through the window creeping sorry for watching you sleeping. well i never lie and i never wake up i'm in my head watching tv well i cant help moving well i knock things over they reach the ground eventually hundred thousand ways of being live your life knowing them all you live your life knowing nothing at all you live your life like renard we are klein bottle bodies! we are manhattan in june! we are a pretty girl with expensive shoes and a haircut she got out of a book we are a pretty girl who looks like a boy we are a dear we are a cat we are a human being we are not human we are not human we are not human and i want, i want (ooh) the lights in the city blue through the window creeping sorry for watching you sleeping. well i never lie and i never wake up i'm in my head watching tv well i cant help moving well i knock things over they reach the ground eventually (every human's half fictional...) seagulls, my god! i can hear them across the beach, calling calling calling! they take me and take me down...

it's because youre a bad person. youre a bad person. youre a bad person. youre a bad person. i'm totally wired and im still tired of you tired of you. i'm totally wired and im still tired of you tired of you.

NICOLE: sometimes i look up in the night sky, and it’s a starless sky. it makes me wonder how come? a starless sky is like a pond with no fish, where did they all go? and when it’s a starless sky over a fishless pond, it feels like it’s just me and the world. staring up at a canvas with no paint. it’s as mesmerizing as it is sad, in a way. it makes me wonder where the stars decided to go.

i was crying i was crying been camping well i was on a day trip i was so, if you really cared lately i been camping i dont know whats happening im really scared i fall asleep with the stars above me i dont know whats happening im really scared old friend howre you doing in michigan old friend howre you doing in australia old friend howre you doing in kentucky old friend howre you doing in minneapolis i dont want to join the army i dont want to get a job i dont want to live this life i i dont want to be a boy... i dont want to be this person i dont want to know the reason i dont know if i can try this i dont know if i can improvise my head hurt like a warehouse there was no room left to spare i had to cram so many people in to store everything in there and all the fat skinny people and all the "nobody" people and all the somebody people and all the somebody--

the night we met I knew i needed you so. and if i had the chance i'd never let you go. and there is a girl who never goes out shes trying to sleep but the ac is too loud and though she is doe with the fallen down clouds. heaven knows im miserable now please tell me that you can hear me please tell me that you can hear me please tell me that you can hear me please tell me that you can hear me when i was young i lived life in the sun when i turned older i became winters daughter back then when i was writing a love song a day i never had an understanding of the taste of love anyway and there is a girl who never goes out shes trying to sleep but the ac is too loud and though she is doe with the fallen down clouds. heaven knows im miserable now and there is a girl who never goes out shes trying to sleep but the ac is too loud and though she is doe with the fallen down clouds. heaven knows im miserable now i was on forums learning all sorts of shit. i was pretending i had friends i didnt its what they say about simulacrum its true rememberin rememberins the earliest i knew. and there is a girl who never goes out shes trying to sleep but the ac is too loud and though she is doe with the fallen down clouds. heaven knows im miserable now

its just my job to wake up i dont really live an ordinary life. its just my job to wake up we dont really live an ordinary life. and i swore all i could wear were pretty little sweaters and all i ever drew were pictures of my boyfriend i had all these cute little thoughts about living on the side of a mountain in colorado. its just my job to wake up i dont really live an ordinary life. its just my job to wake up we dont really live an ordinary life if i could see all the little things i see now, maybe I'dve been proud. & if the day was an ordinary day then yesterday could have come in an ordinary way. (listen now, you can't come back.) (listen now, you can't come back.) (listen now, you can't come back.) (listen now, you can't come back.)

I know i dont say a lot and what i say is lame theres a pretty little headshot calling my name you can ask a dirty/Jersey question i could answer with lies but if you ask me id have ridgewood revised. abstractions are abstractions and inactions are distractions infractions of loner works of thought bigger things ive bought truer roles ive sought I know i dont say a lot and what i say is lame theres a pretty little headshot calling my name you can ask a dirty/Jersey question i could answer with lies but if you ask me id have ridgewood revised. yeah how very frightening how very enlightening we got choruses unlicensed gun club samples making your voice sound higher on purpose i swear to god im never a liar on purpose welcome to broken glass club ive never been to any other clubs but this one the research ensures I know everybody here but they dont know me no they dont know me ive got car insurance I d-drive to H&M and I pick up some objects and I just w-walk out the fuckin door a-and I take em I know i dont say a lot and what i say is lame theres a pretty little headshot calling my name you can ask a dirty/Jersey question i could answer with lies but if you ask me id have ridgewood revised. I know i dont say a lot and what i say is lame theres a pretty little headshot calling my name you can ask a dirty/Jersey question i could answer with lies but if you ask me id have ridgewood revised. I know i dont say a lot and what i say is lame theres a pretty little headshot calling my name you can ask a dirty/Jersey question i could answer with lies but if you ask me id have ridgewood revised.

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youre such a cherub dear youd look so pretty in black you could rock an upside down cross i've gotta perform measurements on what's between your ears theres too much van gogh you might not be able to keep both but when doomsday comes without a whisper will we stay stable or flicker? if we wept wilted or worried I dont wanna be in a hurry I'm not someone to be known i am not this queen on that throne If we spoke in Soul/Seoul and solos no one ever could know or would know they found out the exact chemical composition of the prehistoric oceans it's identical to human blood i could go off and write a concept record about you but for now a song will have to do but when doomsday comes without a whisper will we stay stable or flicker? if we wept wilted or worried I dont wanna be in a hurry I'm not someone to be known i am not this queen on that throne If we spoke in Soul/Seoul and solos no one ever could know or would know

huh, huh, huh yeah okay. huh, huh, huh yeah okay. huh, huh, huh yeah okay. huh, huh, huh 123 go. coming down the stairs down from the roof our drinks in hand to leave the room and if i could go home with you i wonder what id see you do and i know youll say "i know what you'll say." (and i don't know if you still love me.) stop just a second now, common sense and let it go when youre left and so alone thats what you will never know calm for a minute though common sense and let it go quiet so alone thats what you will never know stop just a second now, common sense and let it go when youre left and so alone massachussetts never know calm for a minute though common sense and let it go quiet so alone thats what you will never know and i know youll say "i know what you'll say." (and i don't know if you still love me.) coming down the stairs down from the roof our drinks in hand to leave the room and if i could go home with you i wonder what id see you do stop just a second now, common sense and let it go when youre left and so alone thats what you will never know calm for a minute though common sense and let it go quiet so alone thats what you will never know stop just a second now, common sense and let it go when youre left and so alone massachussetts never know calm for a minute though common sense and let it go quiet so alone thats what you will never know

on little wings i fly to things i take my notes and cling and cling to eat and die ouroboros ring a little pet for kings of kings in kisses pale from faces true i made you smile a laugh from you now im alone the dusk is blue and pink and salmon brown i just wanted to help... i just wanted to give advice is it selfish to try? disbelieve if you must but i dont care what i want i know it's selfish to haunt.